So anyways, back to the Lost Boy. He was doing everything right, to a T!! Drama here, drama there, tears here, joy there! He always had me guessing what he was going to do next. Some nights I wouldn’t see him or even talk to him because he chose not to. He played the game well. I never felt like I knew what he was thinking or feeling. Plus to top it off, I received a rose EVERY Friday with a card! We had a great three weeks. It was a blast and I felt special!!
One night we went out with some friends to Rexburg's bowling alley. We played a couple games and decided to go and eat at Wendy's. Tonight was the night that turned my world upside down. You guessed it, COLD FEET. The whole time I was sitting there eating dinner I was freaking out and having a panic attack. My vow, my plan, I need to get back on track. I couldn't stay with the Lost Boy, things were headed down a road I was not ready for. "My plan" did not include a boyfriend. So there I was talking myself out of this amazing relationship I had with this boy. That night I started thinking about how I was going to break it off with the most amazing boy I had ever met.
To Be Continued…
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